09:30 – Wish me luck, I’m gonna need it!

11 Jul

I am just about to leave the house to go to my formal college interview. My head is like mush and I don’t have any answers prepared for what I’m likely to be asked. I’ve barely slept all night as I’ve had so much other stuff on my mind. Really I should cancel and arrange it for another day but it’s the Summer holidays starting and I don’t think the woman is going to be around much. I am overtired and stressed, never a good combination. I have this awful feeling I am going to have got this far with my application and fuck it all up at the last (but most important) hurdle.

This could completely change the direction of my life. Fuck. It is actually quite important. I need my sane head today, not this other one that’s all over the place and can’t think straight at all.

Wish me luck, I think I’m gonna need it…


3 Responses to “09:30 – Wish me luck, I’m gonna need it!”

  1. Zoë Smith July 11, 2012 at 10:18 #

    Good luck, will be thinking of you.


  2. fearlessanalyst July 11, 2012 at 12:18 #

    Good luck, if you want it. But I can’t help thinking it wasn’t luck that’s got you where you are so far — it’s absolutely incredible perseverance. And at the end of the day, that’s the single most important trait in life….

  3. The Quiet Borderline (back in hospital) July 12, 2012 at 18:02 #

    Belated good lucks!! I’m looking forward to reading your latest post.

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