15:57 – And I still can’t decide

21 Apr

I’ve sat here in the exact same spot for the past 3 hours debating whether or not to go and have a shower. The anxiety about going up to the hospital is really bad despite taking a couple of diazepam. I’ve got a couple of hours to get myself there if I’m going but that’s starting to look very unlikely. Argh I wish my head would just calm the fuck down and let me get this day over and done with.

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One Response to “15:57 – And I still can’t decide”

  1. The Quiet Borderline April 24, 2012 at 19:07 #

    I hope you have been since.

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