Postman has just been with a letter inviting me to go and meet new CPN on Wednesday 25th April, so next week. At the CPA meeting they must have actually listened to me explaining I miss so many appointments due to such bad anxiety and, have written on the letter that one of the support workers that I used to work with will come and pick me up and take me there. So I do exist after all!
Hmm. I really hope new CPN will be nice.
I’ve stayed up since I wrote my last post and made a doctor’s appointment. The line was bloody engaged for 10 minutes and when I did finally get through all my GP’s appointments were gone. Grr! However a new GP has just started at the surgery and is female and the receptionist told me she was “really lovely” so I agreed to go and see her today at 4pm. It’s only to have my medication tweaked and get a new prescription but I’m worried about her asking me anything about Satan.
So I have addictions nurse first at 2pm at home and then GP at 4pm for medication. All sorted. I wish I could go back to sleep for a few hours now but it’s not going to happen :(