19:47 back to the bin

13 Nov

Well i managed to get myself a weekend pass out of this place but it went by so quickly. I went out on Friday nite with the girls and got completely shit faced drunk. Was a great night though 🙂 Obviously i told Mr psychiatrist that i was going to have a quiet weekend with the parents but the temptation to go out was too strong! Yes all you fucking voices you’re right i am weak. After trying to make you shut the fuck up by exercising eating only fruit and salad i messed up and drank, ate junk food and proved how much of a fat disgusting pig i am. So that’s my weekend pass over im back in the bin i have my ct scan tomorrow on my brain which im terrified of going to, not because of the scan but the agoraphobia and the hour long drive there with no staff or anyone i know with me i think im going to be too anxious to go in the patient transport van. We’ll see what tomorrow brings. Time for a cup of tea now.

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One Response to “19:47 back to the bin”

  1. The Quiet Borderline November 14, 2011 at 07:28 #

    Glad to hear from you.

    How have you been feeling? Any better?
    How about the medications? Are they adjusting those?

    From your hospital buddy,

    The Quiet Borderline
    http://quietbpd.wordpress.com/

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