21:02 quick but not so happy post

17 Sep

Saw mum and best friend this afternoon. Had lovely time. Glad to be off 24hr obs. Feelings of doing something stupid again very strong. Quetiapine up to 750mg a day now, hope it starts to help or il end up back in hell.

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2 Responses to “21:02 quick but not so happy post”

  1. Clarissa September 17, 2011 at 22:50 #

    Upset by happy things… Mixed episode ahoy!

    Something is obviously really bothering you, so even if you can’t articulate it, you should say so to someone. Noticed before that you get high when visited by family in hospital. Must upset you to be there, especially if you came clean about your attempt to off yourself… Their reaction to all of this would have been hard to guage or fairly obvious. Poor old you. Hugs.

    Urgh: being mixed is so confusing and rubbish and isolating. Its all “HA HA SOB SOB” and often devoid of physical and mental quietitude, which is very anxiety laden. Not a good foundation for sleep. Ask for supervised sleeping tablet to get over the hump and get some brain off time?

    Biggest hugs. X

  2. The Quiet Borderline September 18, 2011 at 15:38 #

    “Feelings of doing something stupid again very strong.”

    Please keep yourself safe. You may not think that you want that right now but we’re all rooting for you.

    The Quiet Borderline

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