Can’t remember what I last wrote and as phone battery low its gonna be a quickie. Last night after being in floods of tears down the phone to my mum everything got too much. I remembered I hadn’t handed my hair straighteners back in so waited til I was in bed and used the wire as a ligature. As I began to lose consciousness (I guess) I fell to side of bed and shoulder hit the alarm button. Wire was so tight and wrapped so many times it had to be cut off..£150 straighteners gone, great. They took all my possessions away and ive been on constant 1 on 1 obs all day. Can’t even go for a pee alone. Feel like shit trying not to look shit so they’ll stop monitoring me 24/7 but bad thoughts in head and massive temptation to act on them. They think they took everything away but maybe they didn’t. Who knows?
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