Postman has just been with a letter inviting me to go and meet new CPN on Wednesday 25th April, so next week. At the CPA meeting they must have actually listened to me explaining I miss so many appointments due to such bad anxiety and, have written on the letter that one of the support workers that I used to work with will come and pick me up and take me there. So I do exist after all!
Hmm. I really hope new CPN will be nice.
I’ve stayed up since I wrote my last post and made a doctor’s appointment. The line was bloody engaged for 10 minutes and when I did finally get through all my GP’s appointments were gone. Grr! However a new GP has just started at the surgery and is female and the receptionist told me she was “really lovely” so I agreed to go and see her today at 4pm. It’s only to have my medication tweaked and get a new prescription but I’m worried about her asking me anything about Satan.
So I have addictions nurse first at 2pm at home and then GP at 4pm for medication. All sorted. I wish I could go back to sleep for a few hours now but it’s not going to happen 
Hey…we could have told you YOU EXIST! haha hope all went ok today and things get back on track. xx
You certainly do exist BL!!
And I am glad to hear about the meeting.
Best of luck.
Looking forward to reading about it.
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